Goin Away

m hurt 4 al d pain dat i hv felt,
4 al d tyms dat ma heart melt..

m hurt 4 al d hell i hv thru,
ohh sweet honey,whr wer u??

m hurt wen tym s bad,
n wen ma heart s feelin sad..

m hurt wen nthng s goin rite,
dear i wan 2 hold u so tight..

m hurt wen thngs aint wrkin ma wy,
at d sametym why cant u jus stay?

wid al negetivity m feelin srry 4 maself,
in these bad dyz u r ma only wealth..

i wldnt hurt so bad d wy dat i did,
if i knew i jus lookd lke a stupid..

m hurt thnkin f al dat v shared,
f al gud tyms wen u cared..

m hurt 4 d memories dat blind ma vision,
goin away frm u 4 me s an indecision..

i cant blve it's hppin 4 real,
m srry abt d pain dat i made u feel..

d thought f dat jus shatters ma heart,
it breaks in my soul n it tears me apart..

first meeting

i ws in a gud mood as i left ma house dat dy,
i wil alwyz remember dat 15th may..

it ws special,it ws ur bdy..
i tried ma best 2 please u in al wy..

i stil remember u walkin down,
in front f u i lookd lke an ugly clown..

i lookd 2 d left n glaced 2 d right,
ur hair wer bouncing..wot a sight..

1st i saw ur eyes,dey wer so deep..
gal dey alwyz make me trip..

i cldnt blve u wer actually sittin in front f me,
i bet i ws fallin 4 u madly..

u smiled @ me wid ur warm caring face,
n suddenly ma heart startd pumpin wid an amazin pace..

Sorrow

no armour can protect us nw,
seeds f blood hs already been sow..

arms can only mak u fear,
thngs doesnt alwyz look d wy dey appear..

death for death and pain for pain,
why dun v undrstnd it's nobody's gain..

one's hppness s otha's grief,
frm dis anguish, wen wil v get relief??

it's so hard 2 c our luvd one's goin away,
dis s jus lke countin 4 d doomsday ..

to live hppily v mus stop 2 shove,
dont 4get guys he's watchin u frm above..

Goin Away

i jus duno hw 2 mak u undrstnd,
oki, 4 a min, lemme hold ur hand,

wow gal i jus lke ur touch,
i wanna hold u so mch,

i cant tel u hw hppy i am 2de,
no sorrows can nw stand on ma way..

u duno hw mch i creid 4 u,
al those bad thngs i jus wan 2 undo..

nw dat u r here, ma near,
i hv no wrries, no fear..

u r d most priceles gift i cld eva get,
u r d most amazin gal i hv eva met..

wid u lyf seemz 2 b so easy,
evrythng around seemz new n breezy..

promise me u wont eva go again,
even those thoughts mak me insane..

nyte afta nyte,
i look @d sky,
do u feel d same?
or m i soundin a pry??

why u hv 2 b so away??
for dis i alwyz pray..
around in dis darknes,
i hv lost ma hapiness..

i listen 2 d sound f ma heart,
it plays ur name in a tune..
lyf seemz 2 b a big mess,
cannt c it gettin ruined ..

now dat u r nt here,
m feelin d emptiness..
ma mind s blokd nw,
n i neva felt dis helpless..

nw m alwyz alone,
i'l put blame on ma own..
lyf s so pathetic dis wy,
m feelin a thrown..

Distance

why do v alwyz hv 2 b so distant,
lyf dis wy s so nt pleasant..

wereva i c..i c ur face,
i jus wonder who else cld hv such a grace??

widout u nytes r so torment,
evry second f dis long dy seemz nw harassment..

tym seemz 2 b haltd here,
sadnes s wot al i c evrywhr..

why cant i tak ur face off ma eyes,
livin whole lyf lke dis s really nt wise..

why s it so hard 2 tel u dis?,
U r d one whom every second i miss..

wid evry sound around here, i felt lke u came,
ohh gal .. plz quit playin dis game..

i jus cherish those tyms wen v wer 2gether,
nw i jus c space n ur aloofness al2gthr..

wen m alone, past s wot al m thnkin,
in dis creepy silence u'l alwyz hear me cryin..

it's since ages i hvnt laughed,
tears r on ma face al dabbed..

batter

i knw ma srry doesnt matter,
din knw one word cld do big batter ..

i hv no idea frm whr dat came frm??
nw i c hw it al went wron..

tho i neva meant 2 hurt u,
i alwyz try dat, i really do ..

i dun lke thngs goin dis wy,
i dun lke it wen u fray ..

u knw m nt a paranoid,
al bad stuf, why cant u jus avoid?? :P

smethng abt platinum

u hv gt d gleam, u hv gt d bling,
if u r wearin a platinum ring..
This transition metal costs a lot,
But women don’t care where it’s bought..

Platinum is this,
and platinum is that..
It's more rare than gold,
and that's a fact.

Platinum has a lot of compounds.
It's found in Africa, and some other towns.
Girls like it because it's real expensive.
It's awesomeness is so intensive.

Platinum is in group ten on the periodic table
And any music artist would like to have a platinum label
So if your rich and want some bling
Then just buy a platinum ring.

Love .. Mystery

"I am falling in love with You", this is how generally we express our feelings for other one. that's what i have seen happening around me here. But then i always wonder, is it really love? or any other emotion. As per what i know about love is that, it is divine and the most purest emotions of human kind. Then how can one fall for it, this can be called as "i am rising in Love with you". We can only rise in love and not fall. I just wanted to talk about love and not english here. My point is when we say this, is this really love?

Most of the times it happens that some person comes in our life when we were sad and needs a shoulder to cry, and we get along with that person. And then matter of few days we jumps to the conclusion that, he/she supported me whenever i was down, he/she's the one. he/she's my emotional support. But then does it mean that, if you were not sad, this whole love thing would not have happened?? To experience love does everyone has to go thru some depression level?? why cant we find love when we are happy.

I just don't understand what makes people conclude that they are in love, i have asked so many people about it and all of them gave me same answer, ""U'll get to know yourself when you will experience it"". But then no one actually answered the question. Is there really no answer to it or is it that hard to define it?

Hard 2 xplain

i hv tried so hard 2 xplain,
bt al ma efforts gone in vein,

u r acting so weird these days,
lyf's getting tough in dis phase..

i hv tried 2 mak u undrstnd,
bt it feels lke m holdin sme sand..

cannt v keep our past aside??
u treatin me as if m abide..

i din c it comin before,
i really din mean 2 mak it sore..

i mis ma old frnd immensely,
ur memories wont fade dis quickly,

i wsh u cld hv undrstood,
u stik 2gethr in frndshp,n datz d rule,

u c m no master f disguise,
n i promise those thngs wont reprise.

trust me u r d only reason f ma dreary,
nw if u readin dis, i wan 2 sy SORRY..

I m really Sorry

.........

meetin u alas

u r miles away frm me ..
dis s nt hw it's suppose 2 b,

controllin emotions s so hard,
i wan 2 b whr u r,

i mis ur beautiful smile,
i hvnt seen it 4 a whle,

hw u mak al those bad thngs disappear,
n speak only dat i long 2 hear,

in nytes i lay awake,
ma happiness s jus so fake,

i sit n wait 4 ur cal,
bt sadly u dun cal @al,

bt dat doesnt mean i'l let u go,
m nt one kind crazy u knw,

d tym s passin by so fast,
soon v'l meet @last,

n den v can catchup on wot v hv missd,
n nw nthng can change dis ..

i m so sorry

i duno wot 2 sy,
m feelin srry ..
din eva meant 2 hurt u,
nw m feelin al gloomy ..

i thought i can handle it,
din knw u wld really care..
dis seems so wron 2 me,
it hs gone haywire ..

i knw i mus hv hurt U,
caused U loadz f pain ..
i knw i hv lost ur trust.
i wan 2 gain it back again ..

U always askd me 2 move on,
it crippled me 2 c.
nw i cant c u turn around,
n walk away frm me.

u jus cannt go away,
i need u 2 stay..
plz stand by me 4eva,
losing u s high price 2 pay..

Distance

these dyz u seemz lke tons f miles apart,
altho .. u hv already touched ma heart,

ur humor, ur affection, ur care n adorin smile,
seemz 2 hv shorten evry possible mile,

mrng tym s smehw k..bt i get restless in d nyte,
ma thoughts, ma mind al filled wid ur 1st sight,

hw i wish i cld get ova dis turmoil f emotions,
bein 2gether smedy sounds lke only a notion,

nw ma feelings 4 u r so mch battered,
i thought f d distance, n ma heart completely shattered,

bt i'l neva givup o say U gud bye,
i so wann 2 b wid u, jus lke moon in d sky,

Happy Deewali

Festive season on roll again,
It's d dy f deewali ..
tym 2 worshp godess LAXMI,
wid blissful colors f rangoli ..

evenin wil b enlighten wid d diyas,
kids wil burst d crackers ..
these r d dyz f joys ,
everywhr u c fireworks n sparklers ..

decoratin n lightin home,
it gives u a fortunate smile ..
wearin on new clothes,
shw ur frndz sme style ..

gifts n sweets to dear one's,
dis u'l surely njy ..
sharin ur happiness wid others,
it's a different kind f JOY ..

My Rockstaaaaaa

What do i say about U?
U r jus too gud 2 b true ..
wat wil i b widout U?
U r in everythng dat i DO ..

As days passed by slowly,
ma affection for u has grown..
bLve me or nt,
bt i c u in every luvly dawn..

ma lyf ws borin so far,
u came down lke a shinnin star ..
i Miss you everydy n every hour,
u rockd ma world ma ROCKSTAR..

Money

People, it's all about money,
It can buy U everythng ..
it's a rule f new Era,
Money makes new King ..

It gives you height of sky-high,
it wil earn U respect ..
All pleasures, every leisure,
U'l b hppy in al aspect ..

Sometimes it gets really difficult,
to keep ur feet down ..
den hold ur head on ur shoulders,
else u'll make al ur ppl frown..

It's vry difficult to retain d money,
learn 2 pay it sme homage ..
neva eva 4get one thng,
Happiness comes in small package ..

Holding money is nt a key,
newyz u wont hv it afta death ..
donate it, help poor too,
datz perfect life's secret ..

My Battle

m facin a real battle
it's been inside since years..
annoying evry part f ma being,
preying off ma fears..

nuthng s goin right,
m sulkin frm inside ..
hweva m tryin hard,
bt these thngs i cannt hide ..

ma mind s runnin furiously,
i c d world differently ..
m jus in no mood 2 react nw,
i sit bak n watch silently ..

Knowingly or Unknowingly to me,
ma choices sealed my fate ..
wron or right .. Errr,
m realizin it too late ..

Mrng Mist

it's a wonderful mrng,
as v c fog settld in.
feel d soft breeze,
seein fog dancin wid d wind.

al trees n roads,
covered wid white blanket f mist..
slowly u'll c everythng,
dat first u din notice.

it's so gloomy n cold,
fog tryin 2 hide lights f d day..
bt d illusion it creates,
s nt here to stay..

Sun s hopin help frm d wind,
it'l blow d mist frm our sight..
it's der fav. game,
dey njyin der regular fight..

tardily d fog loses,
makin space for sun rays to appear..
clouds lookin lke blushin pink,
n birds startd flyin here n der..

alas d game s ova,
light wins it afterall..
fog jus smiling teasingly,
wishin next day to see us all..

look closely he left a present,
frm dat departed mist ..
on leafage r water drops,
where it gently kissed ..

sad end

cme close 2 me baby,
lemme tel u a story,
der ws one gal n a guy,
dey wer in luv madly n truly.

his luv ws pure,
she felt same 4 him,
she adored his company,
her name alwyz gav him a grin.

der tlks gt endless,
dey wer der 4 each otha,
dey promised nw,
to b alwyz 2gether.

he's alwyz hppy,
wen she's smewhr near,
dey hd dis chemistry,
wich alwyz seemz surreal.

it ws der aniv'ry 2de,
dey decided 2 meet,
dey roamed hand in hand,
silence ws der, dey felt d heat.

he gav her a present,
she ws surprised n hppy,
he drew her closer n gav her a kiss,
in dat romantic evening, it ws a real bliss.

in no tym,
dey heard ppl screamin,
dey looked around,
der a car came speedin.

she gt in2 senses,
he ws lying down,
she stood dazzled,
seein his head wid a big wound.

she tried screamin aloud,
bt no voice came,
he ws almost motionless,
sufferin wid great pain.

He held her so close,
closer dan eva bfore,
he whispered 'he loved her',
feelings he cld neva ignore.

she screamed in fear,
she ws nw strokin his hair,
dun go .. dun go .. she shouted,
bt no words cld do d repair.

he died der in her lap,
der ws nthng she cld do nw,
she choked n she felt down ..
i jus hpe der souls met later somehow.

tired honey

i knw u r bsy der,
n gt no tym 4 me ..
bt widout u here,
dyz dont jus flee ..

u gt many thngs on ur mind,
i undrstnd ur deadlines ..
remember, i'll w8 4 u,
4 al long infinite tyms ..

get done wid ur wrk soon,
i dun lke 2 c u tired n gloomy ..
n plz lemme knw,
if u need ne help honey ..

derz purpose 4 everythng,
so does dis poem too,
i jus wanted u 2 knw,
I really MISS YOU.

melody f lyf

lyf can b full f positivity,
u jus hv 2 pul d rite string.
lyrics r written already,
make a nice melody n sing.

smetyms u r on high node,
at tyms may b on low,
dun eva loose ur tempo,
keep goin wid d flow.

u cannt b hit alwyz,
u may get on down number,
bt nutnng s permanent in lyf,
so keep tryin lil harder.

sing wel til ur last breathe,
n b hppy 4eva.
understand d magic f music,
lyrics wil look simpler.

thngs in lyf dat u do,
r jus lke songs u composes,
u mite make dem n 4get,
bt sme1 wil remember dem alwyz.

infinite sky

i always wonder,
what keeps this sky standing tall?
not a single thing supporting it,
then howcome it has never fall?

we may b far away from it,
but it follows us everywhr,
does it has any end?
d question tops on ma questionnaire.

i like to observe it,
i like to see it's colors and shades,
m curious abt dis big canvas,
i keep staring, till it fades.

what can possibly there?
indies dis infinite sky,
i wann 2 b der too,
these thoughts only thrills me f goin high n high.

hw i wish 2 touch it 1nce,
can i climb on those run rays?
why dun i hv smethng mystical too?
it wld hv shwd me thousand ways.

hw it holds so mch f water?
dat rain pours on everyone,
wen sun hides bhind it,
does it too get a sunburn?

why only sky get 2 c stars so closely?
wat wron hv i done?
i wann 2 play hide n seek der,
beating dat heated up big red SUN.

gud mrng

look out, it's mrng u lazy bone,
juz gaze around, d SUN hs come.

it's lil cloudy here, bt stil sky s blue,
wish u cld b here wid me .. beautiful u.

open ur eyes, u gt loadz 2 do 2de,
actually i jus wann 2 c ur eyes, dey r big mystery.

Good Mornging, as d moonlight fades,
u'll get wateva u wann 2de, ma heart alwyz prays.

once more, ur lyf begins anew,
go magpie, get ur goals in ur view.

tak care, travel safe and hav fun,
lookup on ur shoulers, it's d luvly SUN.

night dreaming

in dis wonderful peaceful night,
m hopin here to sleep tight,
covering myself wid warm blanket,
ma body jus need sme rest.

ma eyeleads r ready 2 meet eachother,
dey cannt take it ne further,
i lay here motionless,
u'll c al tiredness on ma face,

i lke darkness @dis tym,
best hours to see ur dy in rewind,
i lke it in ma thnkin cave here,
it makes me conquer all ma fear.

u dun need ne plan n decide wen u sleep,
darkness around s lke a valley, nice n deep,
i wish 2 fly in those valleys f mountains,
down until ma feet touches orphic rock bottom.

as nyte passes, dreams starts takin ma control,
mostly dey r electropositive, n makes me roll,
dey take me 2 d another world called fantasy,
n vry next day, it seemz lke a legacy.

long drives

i luv long, long drives
away frm al tensions,
leavin bak ur routine,
njyin soft breeze on ur skin.

i luv long, long drives,
it cannt end too soon,
i wann 2 reach der,
smewhr near dat glowin moon.

i luv long, long drives,
speed doesnt matter here,
no road seemz no longer,
bt these thoughts jus linger.

i luv long, long drives,
here darknes plays agonist,
c al those movin bak trees,
seemz lke u keepin bak ur worries.

i luv long, long drives,
whr silnce s nt allowd,
ur car tape playin soft sound,
n depth f d silence s profound.

i luv long, long drives,
no place 4 ne outcry,
under d roof f d sky,
it makes ma boredom fly.

i luv long, long drives,
bt i gues dis s lyf,
framin these moments f fun.
nw m ready 2 burnup in mrng sun.

im so glad

im so glad u hd 2 go,
cuz m no strong 2 sy NO.

if u wsh 2 cme bak, u need 2 knw.
i wont b eva able 2 let U go.

it's nt ur fault, derz nthng u can do,
itz jus me, gt these feelings 4 U.

so jus stay away as mch as u can,
may b smedy u'll 4get .. who I M.

bt it seemz so shame 2 spoil dis,
may b u'll feel d same, i jus wish.

Rain

smethng funny hppnd, i saw a dream,
it ws lke sme fairytale,
it wil giv u a grin.

it ws 1 aftanoon, bt looked lke an evenin,
d whle scene ws amazin,
cloulds wer torn apart n wer heavily rainin.

der v wer, wlkin closely side by side,
i tried holdin ur hand,
u wer tryin hard 2 hide ur smile.

wen i 1st hold u, i knew it ws 4 real,
dat touch ws so tender,
u stood der, lookin lke an angel.

it ws rainin, as if it neva rained before,
hw i wsh, it shld neva stop,
wen i pulled u in ma arms dear.

nw i really hv no worries, no fear,
world seemz so distant,
kissing ur lips, i jus drew u mre near.

remember me

u came in ma lyf lke a breeze,
ur presence s nuthng bt an ease,
ur thoughts makes ma sorrows flee,
i just need you to remember me,

we chatted n tlkd 4 those endless hrs,
it ws lke hvin u here,tho u wer 2 far,
al these emotions r lke treasure 2 me,
i just need you to remember me,

@tyms u r down,@tyms u cheer me up,
bt v r alwyz hppy wen v speakup,
ur unconditional care touch deep inside me,
i just need you to remember me,

whle chattin,many secrets v share,
v knew 4 each otha, v r alwyz der,
u gt ne prblm,jus whisper it 2 me,
i just need you to remember me.

no matter wat, i'll remember u alwyz,
even if it's ma shaky crazy old age,
do u feel d same? this question is buggin me,
i just need you to remember me.

romantic nyte

it ws one romantic nyte,
wen der souls melted,
no barriers, no limits,
n d tym nearly halted,

it startd lke dis,
der mouths melded 2gether,
dey tasted, savored,
whle dey sipped each other.

her fingers went unrestrained,
she tangled her fingers in his hair.
His hands wer restless too,
feeling her hollow and curves der.

his wonderful lips brought her a pleasure,
dat she hd neva known before,
a seed f desire ws planted inside her,
n grew as a wonderful flower.




continued ...
(inspired by sandra brown's silken web.)

U r Gone

u knw i tried vry hard,
tried 2 b vry strong,
bt these damn tears jus rolled down.

wen i turn around n c u r gone,
i cldnt stand still,
weaken knees jus made me fall.

long bak i shld hv gt real,
u neva cared abt hw i feel,
i dun thnk dis wound wil nw eva heal.

i feel lke a fool 2 try dis hard,
pretended hppy alwyz,
keepin ur memories 2 ma heart.

nw lyf s so colorless,
every hr seemz so lame,
i kept lookin 4 u, bt u neva came.

lonely night

Wen d nyte hs com,
n d dy is gone,
ma mind s thnkin f u,
U r in evry thng dat I do.

Wen i ws surrounded wid sorrows,
U gav me wings 2 fly.
nw dat U aint here,
m jus starin @d sky.

Wen I walk alone,
feelin ur memories in d air.
I jus can't stop thnkin f U,
r U missing me too??

I look at her,
And a smile grows in my face.
Just to remember the time,
When she could've been mine.

As she gives me a hug,
While i put ma arms around her.
I remember what I would've gave
To only have a chance with her.

But now I see her
In a different light.
Yes, she still means the world to me,
But now its a different sight.

Her friendship means a lot to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are betta left mysterious.

Ganpati Bappa Morya!

dis s d season of joy!
4get al worries, jus giv a try,
der he come on his mouse,
d dearest GOD u'll find in every house.
jus sy ur sadness a big cia..
Say Ganpati Bappa Morya!

m sittin in front f ma computer here,
starin @yahoo window,
hopin 4 ur name 2 appear.

for last fuckin 2 hrs i m doin d same,
bt nuthng hs hppnd,
n u hvnt came.

trust me i can do dis 4 whle dy,
waitin 4 u nw,
hs becme ma hobby ..

i keep thnkin abt al those hrs,
i mus say ..u r d best
in al ma pals.

every minute here i really miss u
derz only 1 thng on ma mind,
Simply You You and jus You

LUV

i hv been thnkin alot lately,
wat does luv mean xctly?

ppl sy itz al abt sacrifise,
o is it lke bein master of disguise.

dey sy u feel lke bein in heaven wen u r in luv,
o is it jus for few dyz FUN.

i heard ppl dyin for der luv,
gosh!!even dat thought giv me goosebump.

do v really need sme1 special in lyf?
o is it jus a philosophy guyz??

i hope d cupid wil strike me smedy,
den i wil be tlkin abt LUV wid ma LADY.

smedy i'll hv it

m standin nowhr 2dy,
gt no job n stugglin 2 earn d money.
evrythng dat i hv thought f,
goin wron miserably.

al i eva wanted ws,
a nice condo n hapiness.
n here i endedup
in big shitty mess.

i stil hv hpes dat,
i'll do gud smedy.
al i learnt these dyz is,
to survive u need d money.

i knw smedy i'll hv it,
smedy i'll b rich.
n trust me guys,
dis s no dy dreamin.

tym hs spooked me,
wid al kinda situations.
i knw derz loadz yet 2 come,
bt dis tym m juss READY to ovacome.

thnkU 4 being der

Megh, wat 2 sy abt her ,
she's ma frnd, ma adviser.
i feel gud wen she helps me in ma decision makin,
bein wid her .. lyf is reallin so rockin'.

she's totally kinda gal next door,
it ws really easy 2 get along wid her.
she gt no attitude, but yea she's
smetyms witty or smetyms sober .. lolzz

cuz f her m checkin nw UK Top 40,
Baz Luhrman, guns_n_roses n Justin Timberlake
datz wat u'll fin nw a dyz on ma PC.


i really dun remember, wat clickd in betwn us,
v juss chatted lke long lost pals,
hvin her around is such a bliss,
alwyz feel lke thanking GOD for bein so kind.

why does it alwyz hppn?

why does it alwyz hppn?

smedy u meet sme1,
b4 ur understandin, she bcme special.
bt she s so distant,
why does it alwyz hppn?

u start tlkin 2 her everydy,
al ur worries seemz goin away.
bt she hs many thngs 2 lookafta,
why does it alwyz hppn?

she's givin u her best,
bt yeh dil maange more s human bet.
u r thurstin 4 d luv n affection,
why does it alwyz hppn?

u r runnin out f touch nw,
bt u r tryin 2 keep cool smehw,
u seein ur relation gettin dampen
why does it alwyz hppn?

ohh .. it hs ruined totally nw,
u hardly tlk twice a yr smehw.
i guess smethngs r better 2 b undrstood n nt 2 b spoken,
bt, why does it alwyz hppn?

my princess

u r lke a princess 2 me,
lyf widout u is so tedious,
u r different ..
really THE ONE in millions.

those big eyes u hv, n thick black hair,
da cute smilin face n yea .. al those sharp features,
al dat can kill ne1 easily..
den hw can i b d exception?

u knw wat i lke abt u is, u make others happy,
tho @tyms u r lke a sad puppy.. (lolzz)
i wann 2 c u smiling alwyz,
no mattr wateva it takes.

itz so gud 2 hv u around al d while,
i m almost lost seein ur smile,
ur presence make me tension free..
u r lke a princess 2 me

i feel sad today

i feel sad today,
sad for bein a COY.

al i eva wantd is few hrs f ur lyf,
al i eva wantd s 2 c ur eyes,

i dreamnt bein wid U 4 few hrs,
i m shatterd cuz u din cared atal.

4 whle goddamn 2 weeks, i waitd 4 ur cal,
n u left widout even a tlk, wat d hel yaar?

worst part s u thnk m kiddish,
bt i feel sad seein itz gettin diminish.

plz try n understnd me,
it cannt b abt u alwyz honey.

m so srry

i knw i hv been jerk alwyz

u hv been gud 2 me .. u alwyz cared 4 me,
u shwd ur concern tym 2 time ..
m srry 4 bein jerk al d while ..

u alwyz been lke an angel, wid a guidin lite in ma lyf,
bt i neva valued ur presence, i knw i sux big time.
m srry 4 bein jerk al d while ..

i remember d dy i came empty handed on ur bdy,
bt u stil wer hppy 4 me bein wid u on D dy ..
m really so srry 4 bein jerk dat dy ..

m seein u gettin mature passin al these days,
i wish i cld correct al those mistakes ..
m srry 4 bein jerk alwyz ..

i cannt tel u wat u meant 2 me .. words wont b enough,
u alwyz made me comfortable, despite v wer so different.
m srry 4 bein jerk, i'll alwyz repent ..

i dunno wat lyf wld b after 5 more years,
i so long for u being close 2 me ma dear,
m so srry, i really dun wann 2 b jerk nemre ...

do u remember

do u remember hw v startd,
do u remember wat v first tlkd,
i neva thought dat v'll come so far,
itz so true .. nw ma lyf seein al da colors, thnx 2 U.

cuz f u i feel so mature n reponsible nw,
feelin lke a proud man .. walkin tall,
every minute f da dy i thnk f u,
dun eva leave me, i beg U.

feel so gud wen u shared ur number,
nw i juss ignore ma sms counter,
der v smsin each otha al da wy,
nw ma dy start n end wid U honey.

i dunno watz der in da future,
i so wann 2 c u der,
hold u close 2 ma heart,
walkin whole lyf hand in hand.

three long days

i knw .. m weired these dys ..
i juss cannt 4get ur cute face,
i so wann 2 think smethng else ..
bt aftr every two minute itz juss da same.

i so tried 2 keep maself bsy wid some or da othr wrks..
i so tried 2 escape frm ur thoughts,
bt stil .. ur thoughts came again n again ..
ohh god ... itz still da same ..

i thought goin away wil make sme difference..
bt it juss gave me a pale face .. n dyz wer so stagnant
u r part f ma lyf nw .. i dun hv 2 thnk abt it again ..
even afta 3 long dyz .. itz still da same ..

m afraid .. thoughts f bein wid u r gettin so stronger,
i hope in future i wont b heartbroken ..
honey i tried 2 change da thngs .. ohh m so lame ..
m nt surprised 2 c .. itz still da same ..

Why?? Why??

why does it happen ..

wen u lke sme1,
u giv away ur sleep, ur tym
wid juss hopin
2 b wid dat "THE ONE".

why does it happen ..

u keep thnkin abt her,
u feel lke talkin 2 her,
u c her everywhr,
n even ur desktop has her picture

why does it happen ..

ohh dat hunger for her touch
Can't explain the yearning to be held her in ma arms
Completely captivated by her innocense and charms

why does it happen ..

itz insane to lose ma heart this way
It's like I've no control on dis,
n it's so stronger ev'ry day


Hope smedy it'll happen ..

Temme, ma sugarpie,
thngs I long to hear
Whisper secrets, hopes n
dreams softly in my ear.

Valentine

u came into ma lyf wen i ws nuthng ..
u gave me da hope n said .. keep fightin .
nw i m nt afraid f nethng n wil neva quit tryin ..
plz temme .. wil u b ma valentine?

u knw .. m listenin 2 rock n Jazz Mix ..
i keep flippin betwn HBO n Sony Pix ..
v gt many common thngs .. nw i realize ..
plz temme .. wil u b ma valentine?

i neva planned ne virtual date before,
al dat ws childish 2 me.. bt nw i njy it 2 da core.
wen u r around, everythng seemz so fine ..
plz temme .. wil u b ma valentine?

i din knw i can write,
i juss rhymed sme dy .. n u jived.
hey U .. plz b mine ..
WIL U BE MY VALENTINE??????????

Priceless

today m in deep shittttt ..
gt no money .. n bank bal is nil.
m seein worse dyz f ma lyf,
bt i blve derz alwyz a dy afta dark nyte.

gt loadz f bills 2 pay,
frndz r helpin me 2 pass away,
i dunno hw 2 thank dem,
THANKU cld b a word soundin lame.

i go insane, i go crazy,
der dey alwyz help me ..
thnkU tarun n oNi.

dey r da ones whom i can count on,
ohh .. hw can i 4get murtu's helpin hand.

I dunno hw wil i pay ur debts ..
money is wat i'll get smedy,
bt da tym u helped me .. itz juss Priceless.
muhhaaaaaaaaaa. LUV U Guys..

reality

u wann 2 knw wat u mean 2 me ..
wel here's da answer ..

u r ma air, u r ma water,
u r in me .. n ohhh wat m i seein ..u r everywhr ..

u r ma lyf ..
wid u m on top f da world ..
u r ma inspiration n ma bakbone ..

wid u everydy seemz so new .. so refreshin ..
m seein ma quest for better lyf is juss endin ..

i alwyz gt more dan wat i hv askd 4 ..
n dis i can sy .. wid u here standin by ..

dis al seemz lke a dream .. lke a fantasy ..
bt i knw .. u n i r for sure a reality ..

ever n foreva

v r miles away .. bt so close
v r so different .. bt stil so same ..
v get along wel .. n yeh .. thnx 2 al attitude u pose .
it alwyz seemz so rite .. so true .. m so glad .. dat i found You.
lyf's jouney is so easy wid a frnd lke u ..
dun leave me .. b alwyz dis true.
trust me .. i neva met ne1 lke u ..
stand by me .. n c i'll b der for u ..
ever n foreva

waiting for U

here m waiting for u ,
it has bcme part f ma routine nw ..
whole dy u r da only one on ma mind,
u knw 1st tym m happy wid ma find ..
U make me laugh .. u cheer me ,
n datz hw ma lyf is revive ..
m so addicted talking 2 u everydy ,
dat i miss da solace ur presence giv me al da dy.

Night

my emotions for you are so true ..
u r in ma head ..
u r in ma thoughts ..
ur absence makes me go blue ..

al i wann is smedy ..
u n i .. on a hilltop ..
njyin our nyte
as if derz no 2mrw comin out ..

lost in a big deep valley,
whr derz no1 xpect me n ma honey,
dark blue sky, under the moonlight,
u n i holdin each otha tight.

v r on a fluffy soft bed ..
wid white sheets on ..
derz no air passin betwn us ..
HEAT is wat m feelin wid no clothes on ..

whreva i c .. itz al dark n green,
besides,derz a luvly waterfal flowin ..
in da lite f a warm campfire ..
al m seein is ur face glowin

touch f ur body make me go crazy ,, go wild ..
thngs lke dis doesnt hppn in a while ..
i so wann u .. m cravin 4 ur body,
i wann 2 lie down here .. feelin so cozy ..

as the night passby .. ma passion 4 u grows ..
v r nw two bodies one soul ..
i m loosin ma senses .. i dun wann 2 sleep,
v r lost in our own world ,
these emotions r wat makin me heaped.

there v r exhausted, as the mrng comes ..
rays of sun peepin outta d mountains,
n den to d tunes of d birds v kiss,
ohhh my goddd .. wattta blisssssss

collge dyz

i hv been nerd alwyz ..
missed al ma collge's fun dyz,

now i want it bak ..
al that fun, al that xcitement
bt tym is wat now i lack,

i so wann make it rite ..
dat vadapav, softy ice cream
it al seemz nw a fun ride

wen i look bak into da tym ..
al i c is .. i runnin behind gettin gud grades
i gt dem .. i gt gud money, gud lyf ..
bt stil i miss those old fun dyz.

fights wid pal, murtu, priya n renu
neva lookd nethng beyond dat .
nw v dun hv tym 2 even cal each othr ..
bt i blve v'll cherish those memories foreva.

i miss u

i miss u .. i really do ..
frndz lke u r really a fortu'

v laughd 2gether, v shared our joys
v fought, v cried v really njyd our lives

v dont meet often nw .. as v used to before
bt dis is only makin our bond deeper n stronger

i knw v 'll b frndz till end ..
cuz in frndship derz no bail .. lolzz