jus read once

i duno hw 2 begin nw,
i jus wantd 2 thnkU 4 al u did..
i knw it bugs u,
bt i duno.. jus read..

gal u hv no idea..
in hw many dffrnt wyz u hv touchd ma lyf,
if i cut ma lyf in2 pieces smedy,
trust me u'l get it's biggest slice..

i knw exactly hw u feel abt me,
i really gt no misundrstndin..
bt smetyms i jus miss our past,
wot lacks nw is our bonding..

tlkin wid u al nyte long,
i nearly became a zombie..
i hd no money no assets,
bt u wer ma ruby..

hw i wish 2 mak u stay 4eva,
hw i wish thngs 2 b lil dffrnt..
even ur name maks me hppy,
n makes me smile dat instant..

hppy wen it rains

u knw, wen it rained 2de,
clouds colored wid mournful grey..
drifting 2 d ground,
washin al ma sadnes down..

takin those hailstones on ma body,
i tried 2 learn rain's harmony..
ma mind ws elsewhr gone,
smehw i cldnt abscond..

m njyin d smell of d ground,
wid listening 2 rain's shimmering sound..
al ma worries go wiped off ma brains,
I am hppy wen it rains..