Cherished in my memory

Today i took out my favorite book
and i started to read 
Opening up the cover
As thoughts fill the need

Every page i turned,
Reminiscing the memories..
The most beautiful of all was,
walking by the seas..

As I'm reading further
Thoughts continued on
Those pictures of you
Some I had paused upon

Friendship that I've never given up on,
And yes it is true..
Here it clearly reveals,
I'm always thinking of you..

While looking back in time,
The story of you and me..
All those yesteryears,
Cherished in my memory..

it's hard to Survive

hey there look at me,
I talk, I breathe,
not that it matters to you
but my heart beats


You're too busy, but it doesn't matter now,
may be i'm not worth the efforts,
you seems so far away now,
and it really hurts..


not that I ever truly did
but now, i'll try not needing you
now the world is crashing
because I don't talk to you


I'm glad for your time
but sad you never valued mine
without you, I won't die
But truly it's hard to Survive,

set my mind free

Im so much troubled,
can't u really see?
i want to get rid f ur thoughts,
and set my mind free..


Al those memories coming bak again n again,
i cant stand d way it feel,
I'm in trance always,
i no more know whats dream and what's real..


I may act sunny and bright,
bt i'm dying inside..
though i say i hate you,
bt 4 u my arms r alwyz open wide..


Ive been lookin 4 u evrywhr,
bt it seems ive lost u..
i ws alwyz lookin 4 an hppy endin
bt u broke my heart in two..


al i wan is u 2 undrstnd,
what u really mean 2 me..

i want 2 hug u long enuf,

and set my mind free..

Listen

Girl please listen to the


things I gotta say...


you know I love you in every way


you know I wanna be with you so bad,


but these lonesome feelings make me sad?


I know I'm supposed to be strong


      ..but...


how can I...


if you say that everything I do is wrong?


why don't you trust me?..


why can't you see


girl, without you I can't be


..but..


baby if it's gonna be like this


I can't go on


so if you keep acting this way


I'm gone...


I just wanna say these words


the way you treat me HURTS...!!!

Call me back

Where on the earth can you be?

Are you ignoring me?

Can't you hear when your phone rings?

I need to talk, converse with you, about so many things

I've got a lot to say, it's frustrating

I need someone to listen

And I need you to be a good friend

But I'm sitting here alone

And trying to reach to your cell phone

Call me back, why won't you call me back?

I've just been waiting this whole time

Call me back, why can't you cut me some slack

Call me back, why won't you call me back?

Call me back, why can't you call me back?

Call me back!

You don't seem to understand

Just how desperate I am

I need to wait by the phone

Bugged here sitting at home

Doing nothing but only missing you

So I'll give it one more hour or two

I have to pee, just really quick

I hear ringing, then say "shit!"

And when I run to pick up the phone at last

There's no one there, now I'm aghast

Oh, call me back, I hope you call me back

I've been waiting such a long time

Call me back, I think I'm going to crack

I mean lose my mind

Call me back, I hope you call me back

Call me back, or did you call me back?

Call me back, no, you don't call me back!

Rainbow

Everywhere i see, it's only you,

I see you in everything i do..

In my mind i see you smile,

This happens al day long and all the while..

It's a moment i don't want to miss,

Your thoughts to me are like mere bliss..

The love i've for you will never die,

Take me seriously darling, it's not a lie..

You are the one for me,

This I hope you'll see..

Except you nothing feels right,

Your love is the light that gives me insight..

I would lay down my life to keep you from harm.

Even cover you in blankets to keep you warm..

I don't ever want to lose you,

I hope you feel this way too..

You'll always be my teddy bear,

I don't think you realize how much I care.

If you tell me you love me and hold me close,

I will shine even brighter than all rainbows..

what would I be?

I lived in a darkness and you showed me d light,

you came and made everything alright..

you gave me the meaning of love,

you are the one sent for me from above..

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A blessing is what you are to me.

I'm in love with you, and it's true,

you're d one for me..only u..

My life was struggle every minute and every day,

Like an angel you showed me d way..

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A treasure is what you are to me.

Without you I'll be nothing..

You're truly a blessing and m not bluffing..

You were there when i was floating down,

gurl you turned my life around..

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

An angel is what you are to me.

Like water is required for a tree,

that's what now you're to me..

Now I'm no longer sad,

cuz you've taken all bad..

If I didn't have you, what would I be?

A best friend is what you are to me!

Keep me in ur heart

Each time i hear your name,

a tear form in my eye..

how i can be happy ha?

If all i do is cry..

I still can't believe that you left me,

It has to be a dream..

I still read all your letters,

and wonder what all this means?

Life without you is a struggle,

and it's getting hard every day..

Running behind your shadows,

i think i've lost my way..

I gave you my everything,

only expecting u'd stay..

my whole lyf s falling apart nw,

really a high price 2 pay..

It wasnt suppose 2 b this wy,

u wer suppose 2 b mine..

u said i'll get over wid it bt,

it's getting worse wid d tym..

I'll never forget u..

no matter if we're apart..

can u plz do me a favor?

and keep me in ur heart??

I'll never give up on you

You dont Understand,

and you never will...

I shout an empty cry,

just to tell u how i feel..

You promised to be there till the end,

you said u really cared..

but u'r really talking abt,

a heart that's nt there..

this really hurts,

and i wann you 2 stop...

all happiness s gone nw,

m be-friending a teardrop..

You're ignoring me,

and hurting me too..

it burns holes in my heart,

leaving me al blue..

I thought u understood me,

but u didn't..

i was so stupid,

I should've taken a hint..

I want you to stop,

You're stepping all over my feelings..

You really knocked me out,

now i'm just reeling..

I'll never give up on you,

and all d thing we've planned..

come back to me honey,

and take my hand..

Am i Invisible?

Am i invisible to you?

Do you hear a word i say?

I'm just suffering here..

with every passing day..

watching d sunrise,

and watching it fall..

I feel hurt,

knowing that you don't care at all..

My only friend in this world,

is the darkness of night,
It’s only here for awhile,

but it makes things alright,

I'm here in front of you,

still unnoticed, unseen..

I enjoy peace of mind,
but only in my dreams..

Everyday just passing sad,
Don't know till when it will last long..
But you just go on living,

as if nothing was wrong..

Screaming out loudly,

can you see that I'm here?

The silence is deafening,

so crystal clear..

I'm hoping for a morning,

once more the sun will rise..

I will close my eyes so slowly,

escape in my demise..

Cant stop loving you

you say we cant be together,

i know we cant..

you say get over me vikit,

and i again say Sorry i cant..

You're on my brains, in my thoughts,

i think of you all day and all night long..

please understand me ya,

don't take me wrong ..

i believed you were the one,

and trust me and i still do..

the feelings i'v 4 you aint just a fling,

but they are true..

You were here one moment,

and now you are gone..

how come everything i thought about you,

was so wrong??

You saw me shouting at you,

but you never saw my pain..

now i try to smile,

but all in vain..

One thing i'll repent all my life,

i cldnt make u feel the way i feel about you..

I guess i'll live with the memories,

but cant just stop loving you..