Good good night

When the house is still, and everyone's asleep,
I finally allow myself to weep.

It feels so good, to just let go,
And not having to put up a show.

No need to smile, to the ppl around,
Who need to see me strong and sound.

No friends who worry, and want to hear,
But that all is fine, cuz i know they care.

Now the tears can freely flow,
no one sees me that i know.

I let myself be gripped with fear,
And face the agony of despair.

I wish some one would hear my muffled cries,
And hold me tight and dry my eyes.

I do not have to beg, or explain,
Some one should just come and take away my pain.

How i wish i could make it right,
All i'm longing for is a Good good night..

I Hate U

I miss the way we were so close,
I hate the way I liked you the most.

I miss the way you looked at me,
I hate that now you don't see..

I hate that I still want to be your friend,
I hate the way this won't mend.

I hate the way I was hurt because of you,
I hate all that i can't undo.

I hate the way you handled it,
I hate the way you didn't care about it.

I hate the way our friendship ends,
I hate the way that this can't bend.

I hate the way i feel alone being around everyone,
I hate the way this is done.

I hate the way I think of you,
I hate the way that our friendship wasn't true.

I hate the way I can't let things be,
But most of all I hate the way you hate me.

We will be together forever

Five years have passed,
How far have we come?
I really don’t know,
What am I to become?

A fling? Just lust?
A relationship in the making?
Is ‘girlfriend’ too strong?
My heart is breaking.

The connection i was hoping,
Wish we could be together.
Not jus for now,
Imagine US forever!

You sweep me off my feet,
You made me go in trance.
But now should we throw in the towel?
Or give US another chance?

I love you deeply,
I pray you feel the same.
Let's get over with this ya,
This is not a game.

An answer, I am waiting,
Goosebumps tickle my skin.
Emotional barriers I no longer want
I want to let you in.

I gaze into your eyes,
Searching deep within your soul.
To see a glimpse of compassion,
I’m about to loose control.

I now have no doubts,
We are made for each other.
I love you my darling,
We will be together forever.

I Still Love You

I bet you won't call
You know it is true
You're addicted to your friends
But I'm addicted to you

I stay up waiting for your call
Insomnia; sleepless
You will never realize
You are my biggest weakness

You said you would call
I'm awake and I'm still waiting
It will never be you,
Only your habits I'll be hating

I don't like this side of you
Busy with friends, studying or whatever
It hurt so damn bad
But I will not leave you, i swear

I wake up and see I have a SMS
It's from you; I'm so happy!
"I was busy last night,
in a friend's party."

My heart broke
Realizing I'm no good to you
kicking the pillow, I say
How do i woo you?

Time has passed
I'm tired with this drill
The saddest thing is
I love you still

my last call

Why is this happening?

why do we fight?

you seems least bothered,

about making things RIGHT..

I miss you,

I miss us BOTH,

we were suppose to be forever,

that was the unspoken oath..

Every time my phone is ringing,

i thought it's you..

but you never came back,

and let my anger grew..

can things ever be normal?

i want you to be my last call again..

I'm thinking so many things,

but without you it's all in vein?

You are a part of my Life

I know this one thing,
you're the one for me..
i'm in love with you honey,
you know deeply and madly..

you're the one,
who makes me complete..
the one who support me,
when m facing defeat..

All that we've today,
it always was missing before..
i'm in love with you,
and everyday it grows more..

You've seen my ups,
and also cared when i was low..
No one can replace you,
I just need you to know..

Five years have passed,
how far we've come?
it felt all meaningless before,
feels like life has just begun..

I know it's not right to love you,
But I can't force myself to forget you..
You gave color to my life,
Though I know the time is not right..

I told myself to stay away from you,
But I can't teach my heart not to love you..
without you even a sunny day seems like twilight,
promise me you'll never go out of my sight..

My mind always telling me to let you go,
But my heart says swim with the flow..
This heart really rules my mind,
And that is why I can't stop this feeling inside..

One thing is common between my heart and mind,
that they both saying what is right..
But one voice echos inside me,
asking will i ever get to be you Knight.?

With you ..

It almost feels unbelievable,
we're watching together this endless sea..
life with U is always easier,
cuz you're there to comfort me..

ohh you don't know how much you mean to me,
you're an apple of my eye..
measuring my love for you will be like,
counting stars in the sky..

As i write, i'll sing this song,
to you, the greatest girl i'v ever known..
to my heart, you'r the only key,
i beg of you, never set me free..

you're my inspiration,
you revived my sleeping devotions,
Love comes to me in the form of someone like you
And in my heart I know what I feel is true

becuase of you,
my world is now whole..
because of you,
love lives in my soul..

I can't wait to watch ,
sun set with you,
every sunset from this day
till the rest of our lives are through.

Lonely Beach

Here i'm sitting on an empty beach,
I see you, but cant reach..

As i walk alone on the shore,
my body is relaxed but mind is sore..

that makes me think more and more,
i feel pain.. like never before..

I try here to hold your hand,
fool i'm, not knowing it's nothing but sand..

I see you, around everywhere,
you're on my brains, you'r in the air..

I close my eyes, thinking about you,
together snuggling, just us two..

i see your face in this dim blue light,
we should have been 2gether on this beautiful night..

Everything around here is so quite,
thoughts of you give me nothing but delight..

i wanna grow old with you

I feel like hypnotized,
when i look into your eyes..
then there's only one thing i wanna do,
and that is to grow old with you..

I feel like holding you tight,
and never let you go out of my sight..
the very 1st time i saw you, i knew,
I wanna grow old with you..

every second with you is a wonderful time,
i'l do anything to make you mine..
every day with you is something new,
Ohh i wanna grow old with you..

My brains are chanting your name,
i hope you feel the same..
all i say is nothing but true,
I wanna grow old with you..

You meant for me much more,
Than anyone i'v met before..
Do you have the same story too?
hey, i wanna grow old with you..

I'm having all sleepless nights,
nothing in life seems right..
only you can pull me thru,
i wanna grow old with you..

Whatever mistakes i did,
i know, i was really stupid..
but there's only one thing i wanna do,
and that is to grow old with you..

abundant love

Being in love, hurts so bad,
but why am i feeling so good?
i wish this all made sense,
and i wish i understood..

i want to have all those feelings,
which i never had before..
i'm sinking in love with you,
everyday just more and more..

why does my heart beat so rapidly?
at one thought of you..
you need to understand me more,
my feelings are true..

we're like two bodies one soul,
i could never let you go..
there'll b no life without you,
this i know..

i just want it to be simple,
i just want to be with you,
you make me feel special,
with you everyday seems new..

distance can't separate us,
feeling of love make me feel so right..
you're now far away from me,
but thoughts of you gives me sleepless night..

I'm hoping that day will come soon,
and i'll get what i'm hoping for..
i promise to be patient till then,
to get your love galore ..

Love Succeed

Love is an addiction,
love has no escape..
in love, even a small mountain,
looks like a beautiful landscape..

we came together,
that was our destiny, indeed..
together we'll create a magic,
i know we'll succeed ..

You taught me joy of giving,
you showed me the hope..
you were around me always,
and helped me to cope..

i had no aim, no life,
now i see my future with you..
i love you for what you're,
You are my world and best friend too..

Lonely shouting

I miss my friends,
who used to be always around me..
every one is busy now, and
m feeling very lonely..

inside me, i feel only darkness,
no one here giving me company..
i listen to the silence only,
since no one can hear me..

i walk alone here,
tumbling on d road called life..
i don't care for anything anymore,
feels as cold as ice..

We were best buddies always,
i was apple of their eye..
now they don't even care at all,
was all those talks just a lie?

In just pensive mood,
I wandered lonely as a cloud..
i've so much in me,
feels like shouting it aloud..

A plea ..

I like it when you sleep in my arms,
and life without you is hard to see..
i melt like a candle,
when you just look at me!!

I don't like it when you are not around,
I really miss you terribly..
lemme stay in your heart forever,
there's no place else i could be..

I like it when you smile at me,
in life i can't ask for more..
and now i feel like,
you're my sea and i'm your shore..

I feel like i've checked into a rehab,
and you're my disease..
you give me happiness baby,
so always stand by me please ..

I like it when you sleep in my arms,
and life without you is hard to see..
make me yours honey,
that's all i'v to plea ..

You got the beauty,
that truly amazes me..
but bad on my part,
it's a face i don't get to see.

You look terrific,
you'r just perfect as a girl..
and no 2nd thoughts but,
the most beautiful in the whole world..

with warm and loving heart,
you've got a pretty smile..
you've the class Aayu,
and you got that killer style..

You got the moves,
and you'r funny too..
how you pull off all this,
i got no clue.. Lol.

i no more feel ALIVE

You know i'll never giveup on YOU,
I'll keep on trying..
No matter how long it takes,
tho i'm troubled n my heart s crying..

Gone are those peaceful nights,
now i don't get to sleep..
just thinking of U whole night,
All i do is WEEP..

days r bad n nights r torment,
i'm surrounded with d sorrow..
all our memories together,
i'm lost in your afterglow..

with you having walked on me,
it's difficult to survive..
every second seems like torture,
i no more feel ALIVE..

Letz give a one more chance,
we can make things right..
for one more time honey,
let me hold you TIGHT..

I can't really live without you,
You're my lifeline..
i wan 2 ask you today again,
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE..

My Hinglish Attempt

I'm a loner .. tumhare bina,
Lost in your memories, mein hua deewana ..

Tu hi hai woh, THE ONE for ME,
teri pyari yaadein, make me go crazy ..

tune mera dil churaya .. n u've touched my soul,
walk with me honey, please mere saath chal..

Tujhe apna banaunga, aaj nahi toh someday,
hold me tight..mujhe apna bana le..

I'l do whatever it takes, tujhe pane k liye..
Walk in2 my life, jalade pyar ke DIYE ..

You're my future

I know, You are far away from me dear,
But trust me in you, lies my future ..

Miles and miles and miles apart,
Although so far you've touched my heart,

Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,
Seem to shorten every single mile,

Days without U seem so very long and few,
And nights seem so short as they always do,

From the morning till the night,
All i'm looking for is your one sight,

You have my soul and captured my heart,
How I wish we could never be apart,

No one could ever replace you,
Dreams without luv?? What would i do??

Remember those times we laughed and we cried,
On my every tear you sadly sighed ..

Did we ever gain hope that gave us trust,
I would swim a thousand miles to you if i must ...............

Miss You Alotttttttttt....