I Still Love You

I bet you won't call
You know it is true
You're addicted to your friends
But I'm addicted to you

I stay up waiting for your call
Insomnia; sleepless
You will never realize
You are my biggest weakness

You said you would call
I'm awake and I'm still waiting
It will never be you,
Only your habits I'll be hating

I don't like this side of you
Busy with friends, studying or whatever
It hurt so damn bad
But I will not leave you, i swear

I wake up and see I have a SMS
It's from you; I'm so happy!
"I was busy last night,
in a friend's party."

My heart broke
Realizing I'm no good to you
kicking the pillow, I say
How do i woo you?

Time has passed
I'm tired with this drill
The saddest thing is
I love you still

my last call

Why is this happening?

why do we fight?

you seems least bothered,

about making things RIGHT..

I miss you,

I miss us BOTH,

we were suppose to be forever,

that was the unspoken oath..

Every time my phone is ringing,

i thought it's you..

but you never came back,

and let my anger grew..

can things ever be normal?

i want you to be my last call again..

I'm thinking so many things,

but without you it's all in vein?