your memories

It's a lovely view, Sun is setting as begin the night..
It makes me think of you, And our stupid little fight..

It still makes me smile, the times we were together..
These aint just the words, but my emotions on this paper..

I know you said that you hate me and don't want to see anymore..
But memories from the past are there, still fond and clear..

You're angry at everything I say and everything I do..
But every minute of the day, I only think of YOU..

I lay here thinking of you, as I go to sleep..
You are gone now, But your memories I'll always keep..

We'll get through..

Please don't go,
please don't leave me..
I'll be miserable,
Don't you see?

You have been my punching bag,
You were my healer..
You said you cared for me, 
And you will forever..

I'm sorry,
I was a douche..
But  you're my only friend,
i just cant lose..

Oh, how horrible it'd be,
If you were not here by my side..
You running away from me,
Has taken me on an emotional ride..

The night we talked,
For hours and hours..
Was the day I trusted you,
With all my heart's powers..


You were my best friend,
Oh how you made my heart feel..
All of the long chats, and now this pain,
Will never begin to heal..


I beg you please don't tear,
and brake all my spirit..
life wont be the same,
if your not in it..

We'll fight it all,
We'll get through..
I know we can,

If we want to ..

how can i?

Remember the day when you first gave me your number?
I was so scared to call you, After hearing my voice..
I thought you'd run.. But you didn't..

Remember the time when your dad first found out about huge ph bills?
He scared the shit out of you..
I thought you'd ask me not to call you ever.. But you didn't..

Remember the day we first met?
I was so nervous..i just couldn't talk..
I thought you'd think I'm a big bore.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when we had our first fight?
You were so mad at me that day..
I thought you'd hit me.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when I acted all jealous?
I was so angry that you were talking about some other guy..
I thought you'd kill me.. But you didn't..

And remember the time when I'd call you in the middle of the night?
Just so I can take out all my frustration..
I thought you'd simply walk away..But you didn't..

Yes there are lot of things you didn't do,
But you put up with me, stayed there and protected me..

And I want to makeup for all the things you did..
I just don't know how can i?

Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand and together we can try walking.

Your joys, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share your sadness with a smile.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make,
I can only support you, whatever it takes.

I can't prevent you from falling away from our friendship,
I can only pray for you, to put a smile on your lip.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

Lonely

i m afraid honey,m a loner,
feelin so out f control..
inside ma heart s crying,
my heart no longer whole..

why m i getting punishd lke dis,
hv i done any crime??
nuthng goin gud wid us,
it's really a difficult tym..

streams f thoughts r unlimited,
widout u evry minute seemz waste..
i often get afraid f one thng,
m one person ur mind wish 2 erase..

both correct @our point,
in d wron v do..
fighting 4 nthng,
isnt dat v really do??