your memories

It's a lovely view, Sun is setting as begin the night..
It makes me think of you, And our stupid little fight..

It still makes me smile, the times we were together..
These aint just the words, but my emotions on this paper..

I know you said that you hate me and don't want to see anymore..
But memories from the past are there, still fond and clear..

You're angry at everything I say and everything I do..
But every minute of the day, I only think of YOU..

I lay here thinking of you, as I go to sleep..
You are gone now, But your memories I'll always keep..

We'll get through..

Please don't go,
please don't leave me..
I'll be miserable,
Don't you see?

You have been my punching bag,
You were my healer..
You said you cared for me, 
And you will forever..

I'm sorry,
I was a douche..
But  you're my only friend,
i just cant lose..

Oh, how horrible it'd be,
If you were not here by my side..
You running away from me,
Has taken me on an emotional ride..

The night we talked,
For hours and hours..
Was the day I trusted you,
With all my heart's powers..


You were my best friend,
Oh how you made my heart feel..
All of the long chats, and now this pain,
Will never begin to heal..


I beg you please don't tear,
and brake all my spirit..
life wont be the same,
if your not in it..

We'll fight it all,
We'll get through..
I know we can,

If we want to ..

Incomplete, without you.

If not for you, I wouldn't know
What true love really meant.
My mind my heart is at peace;
I couldn't be content.

You accept me the way I am,
Around you I can just be me..
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be.

How did this miracle happen?
That we're so very blessed,
So close…and more contented,
Than I ever would have guessed.

We're facing life together;
We're handling joy and sorrow;
I'm glad you're on my side,
Whatever comes tomorrow.

I’m happy and cheerful;
But sometimes grumpy and sad;
You never let me go,
Whether I’m fussy or glad.

Sometimes I try to change you;
And sometimes I criticize;
But my heart beats for you missy,
Your name brings sparkle in my eyes.

No one understands me like you do;
You see me deep inside,
You choose to overlook my flaws,
The ones I try to hide.

If not for you, life'd so grey;
I don’t know what I’d do;
I’d be searching for my other half,
Incomplete, without you.

magical days

I can't believe you're going,
We won't be seeing each other for years..
Only thought of this,
Soaks me in tears..

I wish we could be together forever,
I wish you'd understand how i feel..
This all feels like a nightmare,
Don't go just yet please, we had a deal..

The more I am away from you,
The more I want you here..
The more I do without your love,
The more I want you near..

I know i can't get you,
You're far beyond me in many ways..
But there's something between us,
That's given me countless magical days..

I thank you for being there always,
You have no idea how important you're to me.
My heart cries out loud,
I wish i could say Goodbye gracefully.

We've seen all kinds of days,
The sunshine and the rain,
But I would take a sea of storms
To be with you again.

My Battle

m facin a real battle
it's been inside since years..
annoying evry part f ma being,
preying off ma fears..

nuthng s goin right,
m sulkin frm inside ..
hweva m tryin hard,
bt these thngs i cannt hide ..

ma mind s runnin furiously,
i c d world differently ..
m jus in no mood 2 react nw,
i sit bak n watch silently ..

Knowingly or Unknowingly to me,
ma choices sealed my fate ..
wron or right .. Errr,
m realizin it too late ..