We'll get through..

Please don't go,
please don't leave me..
I'll be miserable,
Don't you see?

You have been my punching bag,
You were my healer..
You said you cared for me, 
And you will forever..

I'm sorry,
I was a douche..
But  you're my only friend,
i just cant lose..

Oh, how horrible it'd be,
If you were not here by my side..
You running away from me,
Has taken me on an emotional ride..

The night we talked,
For hours and hours..
Was the day I trusted you,
With all my heart's powers..


You were my best friend,
Oh how you made my heart feel..
All of the long chats, and now this pain,
Will never begin to heal..


I beg you please don't tear,
and brake all my spirit..
life wont be the same,
if your not in it..

We'll fight it all,
We'll get through..
I know we can,

If we want to ..

how can i?

Remember the day when you first gave me your number?
I was so scared to call you, After hearing my voice..
I thought you'd run.. But you didn't..

Remember the time when your dad first found out about huge ph bills?
He scared the shit out of you..
I thought you'd ask me not to call you ever.. But you didn't..

Remember the day we first met?
I was so nervous..i just couldn't talk..
I thought you'd think I'm a big bore.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when we had our first fight?
You were so mad at me that day..
I thought you'd hit me.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when I acted all jealous?
I was so angry that you were talking about some other guy..
I thought you'd kill me.. But you didn't..

And remember the time when I'd call you in the middle of the night?
Just so I can take out all my frustration..
I thought you'd simply walk away..But you didn't..

Yes there are lot of things you didn't do,
But you put up with me, stayed there and protected me..

And I want to makeup for all the things you did..
I just don't know how can i?

Happy Valentines Day

I can't seem to get you off my mind,
You're there on my mind all the time..
I close my eyes your smile is what I will see,
Because happily by your side I want to be..

So many things to say and do,
Wish I could just hug you..
AMAZING is one word that describes you,
FUNNY, CUTE, & SMART are some others that are true..

The world could be yours and mine,
Frozen together in a distant time..
If I could run miles after miles,
I'll come to see you with that gorgeous smile..

Sometimes we DON'T speak,
You've no clue but that makes me go weak..
But I want to tell you how I feel,
Because every time I see you it's my heart you steal..

Lost is your thoughts my brains are paralyzed ,
Those looks on you got me all hypnotized..
And besides feeling weak I feel scared,
Because what if I tell you and for my feelings you don't care..

For now I'll admire you from afar,
But it's you I wish for when I see a shooting star..
My heart melts every time you come my way,
I wish i could hold you tight and whisper .. Happy Valentines Day..

Hard 2 xplain

i hv tried so hard 2 xplain,
bt al ma efforts gone in vein,

u r acting so weird these days,
lyf's getting tough in dis phase..

i hv tried 2 mak u undrstnd,
bt it feels lke m holdin sme sand..

cannt v keep our past aside??
u treatin me as if m abide..

i din c it comin before,
i really din mean 2 mak it sore..

i mis ma old frnd immensely,
ur memories wont fade dis quickly,

i wsh u cld hv undrstood,
u stik 2gethr in frndshp,n datz d rule,

u c m no master f disguise,
n i promise those thngs wont reprise.

trust me u r d only reason f ma dreary,
nw if u readin dis, i wan 2 sy SORRY..

I m really Sorry

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