Forever, now, and for all

You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.


You put me together when I am sad.
You wipe the tears off my face.
Everywhere i go with you,
It seems like the perfect place.


I love the way you make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all.
I love how no matter what I do,
You will be there to catch me when I fall.



Everytime I'm around you
You take my breath away
I wish that I could be there with you
Every minute of the day


With every first letter of this poem
I express what you are to me
Forever, now, and for all
Eternity

Incomplete, without you.

If not for you, I wouldn't know
What true love really meant.
My mind my heart is at peace;
I couldn't be content.

You accept me the way I am,
Around you I can just be me..
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be.

How did this miracle happen?
That we're so very blessed,
So close…and more contented,
Than I ever would have guessed.

We're facing life together;
We're handling joy and sorrow;
I'm glad you're on my side,
Whatever comes tomorrow.

I’m happy and cheerful;
But sometimes grumpy and sad;
You never let me go,
Whether I’m fussy or glad.

Sometimes I try to change you;
And sometimes I criticize;
But my heart beats for you missy,
Your name brings sparkle in my eyes.

No one understands me like you do;
You see me deep inside,
You choose to overlook my flaws,
The ones I try to hide.

If not for you, life'd so grey;
I don’t know what I’d do;
I’d be searching for my other half,
Incomplete, without you.

i no more feel ALIVE

You know i'll never giveup on YOU,
I'll keep on trying..
No matter how long it takes,
tho i'm troubled n my heart s crying..

Gone are those peaceful nights,
now i don't get to sleep..
just thinking of U whole night,
All i do is WEEP..

days r bad n nights r torment,
i'm surrounded with d sorrow..
all our memories together,
i'm lost in your afterglow..

with you having walked on me,
it's difficult to survive..
every second seems like torture,
i no more feel ALIVE..

Letz give a one more chance,
we can make things right..
for one more time honey,
let me hold you TIGHT..

I can't really live without you,
You're my lifeline..
i wan 2 ask you today again,
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE..

You're my future

I know, You are far away from me dear,
But trust me in you, lies my future ..

Miles and miles and miles apart,
Although so far you've touched my heart,

Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,
Seem to shorten every single mile,

Days without U seem so very long and few,
And nights seem so short as they always do,

From the morning till the night,
All i'm looking for is your one sight,

You have my soul and captured my heart,
How I wish we could never be apart,

No one could ever replace you,
Dreams without luv?? What would i do??

Remember those times we laughed and we cried,
On my every tear you sadly sighed ..

Did we ever gain hope that gave us trust,
I would swim a thousand miles to you if i must ...............

Miss You Alotttttttttt....

i hate u

i hate d wy u tlk 2 me,
d wy u tease me sayin..'not fair'
i hate dat u live so far,
i hate it wen u shed tears..

I hate how we can never talk
I hate how we never walk
I hate how you'r never there
I hate that you dont even care

i hate it d wy u drive me crazy,
n act as if it doesnt mttr 2 u,
i hated it when u stood me up,
leavin me feelin al blue..

i hate it when u act smart,
n d wy u read ma mind..
i hate u so mch, it makes me sick,
dat it even maks me rhyme..

i hate d wy u r alwyz rite,
i hate it wen u lie..
i hate it wen u dun laugh on ma jokes,
n even worse wen u mak me cry..

i hate it wen u r nt around,
n d fact dat u neva call..
bt mostly i hate it d wy i dun hate U,
nt even a lil bit,
nt even @all..

jus read once

i duno hw 2 begin nw,
i jus wantd 2 thnkU 4 al u did..
i knw it bugs u,
bt i duno.. jus read..

gal u hv no idea..
in hw many dffrnt wyz u hv touchd ma lyf,
if i cut ma lyf in2 pieces smedy,
trust me u'l get it's biggest slice..

i knw exactly hw u feel abt me,
i really gt no misundrstndin..
bt smetyms i jus miss our past,
wot lacks nw is our bonding..

tlkin wid u al nyte long,
i nearly became a zombie..
i hd no money no assets,
bt u wer ma ruby..

hw i wish 2 mak u stay 4eva,
hw i wish thngs 2 b lil dffrnt..
even ur name maks me hppy,
n makes me smile dat instant..

why did u break ma heart??

why did u break ma heart??
why did u fall in luv??
our relationshp ws so amazing..
nw u r really gettin on ma nerves..

u wer ma heart beat,
u wer ma eyes..
wot wron hv i done??
nw ma soul alwyz cries..

u wer in ma every breathe..
ma dy alwyz startd wid u..
no matter wot u do..
i'l alwyz luv u..

wid u everythng seemd so right,
i neva xpectd mch out f ma lyf..
wot abt al those promises dat u made??
nw m seein dem al goin fade..

is it jus cuz f me??
or u r seein another guy??
wot abt d pledge u took??
sayin u'l neva mak me cry??

Your Memories

of al ma memories,
vry special ones r wid u..
n al d luvly thngs,
u often say n do..

i cant help smilin,
as i recal each single thought..
i realize d happines,
dat ur presence hs alwyz brought..

d tym v spent 2gether,
hd both bright n sunny dyz..
i stil hv those memories,
wen u supportd me in al d wyz..

der r memories f al those hrs,
wen v hd nthng 2 chat..
v wld jus sit 2gether,
i jus cldnt 4get dat..

Evry comin dy bringin us closer,
m luvin lyf dis wy..
al precious memories growin,
wid every passin dy..

with you

u r d gal for me..,
no1 can eva tak ur place,
u r lke sunrise in ma lyf,
ma eyes alwyz seek ur face..

u r lke sky endles n so pure,
i feel lke a cloud reachin 2 touch u,
wen wil v cover d distance nw,
plz cme 2 me baby widout mch ado..

u r lke a green tree,
ohh u r so kind 2 me..
b wid me lke dis for whle lyf long,
dis i can only plea..

Waiting for U

Time comes and time goes,
m stil w8in 4 u here on ma toes..

chekin ma celph again n again,
evry passin minute s makin me go insane..

m jus hopin 2 c u again,
bt god knws hw wil it hppn n wen??

u r so far away frm me,
m thnkin abt only u,deeply n madly..

m tryin 2 sleep wonderin whr u r,
hey r u too lookin @dat same bright star??

i so knw u r d one 4 me,
no1 else wil eva complete me..

d only thng i eva wantd s U,
funny part s,u r 1 thng i cant hold on2..

thnkin abt u ma heart alwyz cries,
U r ma addiction,dun tak it as ma lies..

Confused

Monday you seemz so close,
like derz nthng betwn u n me ..
bt Tuesday u seemz so far,
lke each otha v cant c ..

Wednesday is lke roller coaster,
turnin thngs up n down..
Thursday u jus stand der lookin,
bt yet nt utter a sound??

Friday maks me so confused,
m gettin heartbroken as it seemz..
Saturday nyte i m asleep,
n u seemz 2 b linger in ma drmz..

On Sunday wen i look @u,
i 4get al ma thoughts..
n rite den n der i knew,
It's u dat ma heart hs SOUGHT..

being with you

why i alwyz wan 2 b wid dem,
who r nt near..
why bein away s so difficult,
n it maks me fear..

All those gud hrs v spent,
nw m cherishin d moments v hd..
al those precious memories,
dey alwyz mak me glad..

wen i ws down n sad,
u alwyz brought me a lil joy..
nw dat u aint here,
jus dat word maks me cry..

i hpe 2 c u soon,
i wan 2 b wid u til d end..
i so long 4 ur company,
Jus luv u ma bestest FRIEND.

Distance

why do v alwyz hv 2 b so distant,
lyf dis wy s so nt pleasant..

wereva i c..i c ur face,
i jus wonder who else cld hv such a grace??

widout u nytes r so torment,
evry second f dis long dy seemz nw harassment..

tym seemz 2 b haltd here,
sadnes s wot al i c evrywhr..

why cant i tak ur face off ma eyes,
livin whole lyf lke dis s really nt wise..

why s it so hard 2 tel u dis?,
U r d one whom every second i miss..

wid evry sound around here, i felt lke u came,
ohh gal .. plz quit playin dis game..

i jus cherish those tyms wen v wer 2gether,
nw i jus c space n ur aloofness al2gthr..

wen m alone, past s wot al m thnkin,
in dis creepy silence u'l alwyz hear me cryin..

it's since ages i hvnt laughed,
tears r on ma face al dabbed..

Love .. Mystery

"I am falling in love with You", this is how generally we express our feelings for other one. that's what i have seen happening around me here. But then i always wonder, is it really love? or any other emotion. As per what i know about love is that, it is divine and the most purest emotions of human kind. Then how can one fall for it, this can be called as "i am rising in Love with you". We can only rise in love and not fall. I just wanted to talk about love and not english here. My point is when we say this, is this really love?

Most of the times it happens that some person comes in our life when we were sad and needs a shoulder to cry, and we get along with that person. And then matter of few days we jumps to the conclusion that, he/she supported me whenever i was down, he/she's the one. he/she's my emotional support. But then does it mean that, if you were not sad, this whole love thing would not have happened?? To experience love does everyone has to go thru some depression level?? why cant we find love when we are happy.

I just don't understand what makes people conclude that they are in love, i have asked so many people about it and all of them gave me same answer, ""U'll get to know yourself when you will experience it"". But then no one actually answered the question. Is there really no answer to it or is it that hard to define it?

Hard 2 xplain

i hv tried so hard 2 xplain,
bt al ma efforts gone in vein,

u r acting so weird these days,
lyf's getting tough in dis phase..

i hv tried 2 mak u undrstnd,
bt it feels lke m holdin sme sand..

cannt v keep our past aside??
u treatin me as if m abide..

i din c it comin before,
i really din mean 2 mak it sore..

i mis ma old frnd immensely,
ur memories wont fade dis quickly,

i wsh u cld hv undrstood,
u stik 2gethr in frndshp,n datz d rule,

u c m no master f disguise,
n i promise those thngs wont reprise.

trust me u r d only reason f ma dreary,
nw if u readin dis, i wan 2 sy SORRY..

I m really Sorry

.........

My Rockstaaaaaa

What do i say about U?
U r jus too gud 2 b true ..
wat wil i b widout U?
U r in everythng dat i DO ..

As days passed by slowly,
ma affection for u has grown..
bLve me or nt,
bt i c u in every luvly dawn..

ma lyf ws borin so far,
u came down lke a shinnin star ..
i Miss you everydy n every hour,
u rockd ma world ma ROCKSTAR..

sad end

cme close 2 me baby,
lemme tel u a story,
der ws one gal n a guy,
dey wer in luv madly n truly.

his luv ws pure,
she felt same 4 him,
she adored his company,
her name alwyz gav him a grin.

der tlks gt endless,
dey wer der 4 each otha,
dey promised nw,
to b alwyz 2gether.

he's alwyz hppy,
wen she's smewhr near,
dey hd dis chemistry,
wich alwyz seemz surreal.

it ws der aniv'ry 2de,
dey decided 2 meet,
dey roamed hand in hand,
silence ws der, dey felt d heat.

he gav her a present,
she ws surprised n hppy,
he drew her closer n gav her a kiss,
in dat romantic evening, it ws a real bliss.

in no tym,
dey heard ppl screamin,
dey looked around,
der a car came speedin.

she gt in2 senses,
he ws lying down,
she stood dazzled,
seein his head wid a big wound.

she tried screamin aloud,
bt no voice came,
he ws almost motionless,
sufferin wid great pain.

He held her so close,
closer dan eva bfore,
he whispered 'he loved her',
feelings he cld neva ignore.

she screamed in fear,
she ws nw strokin his hair,
dun go .. dun go .. she shouted,
bt no words cld do d repair.

he died der in her lap,
der ws nthng she cld do nw,
she choked n she felt down ..
i jus hpe der souls met later somehow.

romantic nyte

it ws one romantic nyte,
wen der souls melted,
no barriers, no limits,
n d tym nearly halted,

it startd lke dis,
der mouths melded 2gether,
dey tasted, savored,
whle dey sipped each other.

her fingers went unrestrained,
she tangled her fingers in his hair.
His hands wer restless too,
feeling her hollow and curves der.

his wonderful lips brought her a pleasure,
dat she hd neva known before,
a seed f desire ws planted inside her,
n grew as a wonderful flower.




continued ...
(inspired by sandra brown's silken web.)

I look at her,
And a smile grows in my face.
Just to remember the time,
When she could've been mine.

As she gives me a hug,
While i put ma arms around her.
I remember what I would've gave
To only have a chance with her.

But now I see her
In a different light.
Yes, she still means the world to me,
But now its a different sight.

Her friendship means a lot to me,
Although we never had much anything else.
Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,
Because some things are betta left mysterious.