your memories

It's a lovely view, Sun is setting as begin the night..
It makes me think of you, And our stupid little fight..

It still makes me smile, the times we were together..
These aint just the words, but my emotions on this paper..

I know you said that you hate me and don't want to see anymore..
But memories from the past are there, still fond and clear..

You're angry at everything I say and everything I do..
But every minute of the day, I only think of YOU..

I lay here thinking of you, as I go to sleep..
You are gone now, But your memories I'll always keep..

We'll get through..

Please don't go,
please don't leave me..
I'll be miserable,
Don't you see?

You have been my punching bag,
You were my healer..
You said you cared for me, 
And you will forever..

I'm sorry,
I was a douche..
But  you're my only friend,
i just cant lose..

Oh, how horrible it'd be,
If you were not here by my side..
You running away from me,
Has taken me on an emotional ride..

The night we talked,
For hours and hours..
Was the day I trusted you,
With all my heart's powers..


You were my best friend,
Oh how you made my heart feel..
All of the long chats, and now this pain,
Will never begin to heal..


I beg you please don't tear,
and brake all my spirit..
life wont be the same,
if your not in it..

We'll fight it all,
We'll get through..
I know we can,

If we want to ..

how can i?

Remember the day when you first gave me your number?
I was so scared to call you, After hearing my voice..
I thought you'd run.. But you didn't..

Remember the time when your dad first found out about huge ph bills?
He scared the shit out of you..
I thought you'd ask me not to call you ever.. But you didn't..

Remember the day we first met?
I was so nervous..i just couldn't talk..
I thought you'd think I'm a big bore.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when we had our first fight?
You were so mad at me that day..
I thought you'd hit me.. But you didn't..

Remember the day when I acted all jealous?
I was so angry that you were talking about some other guy..
I thought you'd kill me.. But you didn't..

And remember the time when I'd call you in the middle of the night?
Just so I can take out all my frustration..
I thought you'd simply walk away..But you didn't..

Yes there are lot of things you didn't do,
But you put up with me, stayed there and protected me..

And I want to makeup for all the things you did..
I just don't know how can i?

Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand and together we can try walking.

Your joys, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share your sadness with a smile.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make,
I can only support you, whatever it takes.

I can't prevent you from falling away from our friendship,
I can only pray for you, to put a smile on your lip.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

Happy Valentines Day

I can't seem to get you off my mind,
You're there on my mind all the time..
I close my eyes your smile is what I will see,
Because happily by your side I want to be..

So many things to say and do,
Wish I could just hug you..
AMAZING is one word that describes you,
FUNNY, CUTE, & SMART are some others that are true..

The world could be yours and mine,
Frozen together in a distant time..
If I could run miles after miles,
I'll come to see you with that gorgeous smile..

Sometimes we DON'T speak,
You've no clue but that makes me go weak..
But I want to tell you how I feel,
Because every time I see you it's my heart you steal..

Lost is your thoughts my brains are paralyzed ,
Those looks on you got me all hypnotized..
And besides feeling weak I feel scared,
Because what if I tell you and for my feelings you don't care..

For now I'll admire you from afar,
But it's you I wish for when I see a shooting star..
My heart melts every time you come my way,
I wish i could hold you tight and whisper .. Happy Valentines Day..

night dreaming

in dis wonderful peaceful night,
m hopin here to sleep tight,
covering myself wid warm blanket,
ma body jus need sme rest.

ma eyeleads r ready 2 meet eachother,
dey cannt take it ne further,
i lay here motionless,
u'll c al tiredness on ma face,

i lke darkness @dis tym,
best hours to see ur dy in rewind,
i lke it in ma thnkin cave here,
it makes me conquer all ma fear.

u dun need ne plan n decide wen u sleep,
darkness around s lke a valley, nice n deep,
i wish 2 fly in those valleys f mountains,
down until ma feet touches orphic rock bottom.

as nyte passes, dreams starts takin ma control,
mostly dey r electropositive, n makes me roll,
dey take me 2 d another world called fantasy,
n vry next day, it seemz lke a legacy.