i no more feel ALIVE

You know i'll never giveup on YOU,
I'll keep on trying..
No matter how long it takes,
tho i'm troubled n my heart s crying..

Gone are those peaceful nights,
now i don't get to sleep..
just thinking of U whole night,
All i do is WEEP..

days r bad n nights r torment,
i'm surrounded with d sorrow..
all our memories together,
i'm lost in your afterglow..

with you having walked on me,
it's difficult to survive..
every second seems like torture,
i no more feel ALIVE..

Letz give a one more chance,
we can make things right..
for one more time honey,
let me hold you TIGHT..

I can't really live without you,
You're my lifeline..
i wan 2 ask you today again,
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE..

u made ur choice

u won ma heart gal,
v hd our tym..
nw u r jus driftin away,
startd wid an inch nw gone 2 a mile;

i hv nthng 2 sy,
bt many thngs 2 complain..
ma mind s full f shit,
n heart is in Pain..

why u did dis 2 me,
why u acted dis wy?
i keep thinkin abt it,
al long nyte n a dy..

u hd ur options,
n u decided 2 choose..
bt in d end baby,
v both lose..

u made ur choice,
nw i'l mak mine..
m srry honey,
i neva meant 2 cros d line..

jus read once

i duno hw 2 begin nw,
i jus wantd 2 thnkU 4 al u did..
i knw it bugs u,
bt i duno.. jus read..

gal u hv no idea..
in hw many dffrnt wyz u hv touchd ma lyf,
if i cut ma lyf in2 pieces smedy,
trust me u'l get it's biggest slice..

i knw exactly hw u feel abt me,
i really gt no misundrstndin..
bt smetyms i jus miss our past,
wot lacks nw is our bonding..

tlkin wid u al nyte long,
i nearly became a zombie..
i hd no money no assets,
bt u wer ma ruby..

hw i wish 2 mak u stay 4eva,
hw i wish thngs 2 b lil dffrnt..
even ur name maks me hppy,
n makes me smile dat instant..

Bad Day

i ws so convinced,
i knew i'l njy ma dy..
i neva thought abt dis,
dat thngs wil hppn dis wy..

wen i found out d news,
i ws totally sad..
feeling al down n broken,
for ma frnd m feelin bad..

holdin maself 2gether.
i determined nt 2 cry..
i jus kept askin,
why dis hppns wid me.. jus why??

disappointment can b bitter,
m feelin as if i hv lost it..
bt widout xpectations,
lyf wil b totally offbeat..

Waiting for U

Time comes and time goes,
m stil w8in 4 u here on ma toes..

chekin ma celph again n again,
evry passin minute s makin me go insane..

m jus hopin 2 c u again,
bt god knws hw wil it hppn n wen??

u r so far away frm me,
m thnkin abt only u,deeply n madly..

m tryin 2 sleep wonderin whr u r,
hey r u too lookin @dat same bright star??

i so knw u r d one 4 me,
no1 else wil eva complete me..

d only thng i eva wantd s U,
funny part s,u r 1 thng i cant hold on2..

thnkin abt u ma heart alwyz cries,
U r ma addiction,dun tak it as ma lies..

Srry

m really srry 4 woteva i said,
U r al nw i gt on ma head..

m so freakingly unhppy wid changin thngs around,
i tried..i tried..bt patience s wot i neva found..

Al i wan s u 2 b gud 2 me,
I cant c thngs betwn us gettin ruind n shitty.

Sorrow

no armour can protect us nw,
seeds f blood hs already been sow..

arms can only mak u fear,
thngs doesnt alwyz look d wy dey appear..

death for death and pain for pain,
why dun v undrstnd it's nobody's gain..

one's hppness s otha's grief,
frm dis anguish, wen wil v get relief??

it's so hard 2 c our luvd one's goin away,
dis s jus lke countin 4 d doomsday ..

to live hppily v mus stop 2 shove,
dont 4get guys he's watchin u frm above..

Distance

why do v alwyz hv 2 b so distant,
lyf dis wy s so nt pleasant..

wereva i c..i c ur face,
i jus wonder who else cld hv such a grace??

widout u nytes r so torment,
evry second f dis long dy seemz nw harassment..

tym seemz 2 b haltd here,
sadnes s wot al i c evrywhr..

why cant i tak ur face off ma eyes,
livin whole lyf lke dis s really nt wise..

why s it so hard 2 tel u dis?,
U r d one whom every second i miss..

wid evry sound around here, i felt lke u came,
ohh gal .. plz quit playin dis game..

i jus cherish those tyms wen v wer 2gether,
nw i jus c space n ur aloofness al2gthr..

wen m alone, past s wot al m thnkin,
in dis creepy silence u'l alwyz hear me cryin..

it's since ages i hvnt laughed,
tears r on ma face al dabbed..

Hard 2 xplain

i hv tried so hard 2 xplain,
bt al ma efforts gone in vein,

u r acting so weird these days,
lyf's getting tough in dis phase..

i hv tried 2 mak u undrstnd,
bt it feels lke m holdin sme sand..

cannt v keep our past aside??
u treatin me as if m abide..

i din c it comin before,
i really din mean 2 mak it sore..

i mis ma old frnd immensely,
ur memories wont fade dis quickly,

i wsh u cld hv undrstood,
u stik 2gethr in frndshp,n datz d rule,

u c m no master f disguise,
n i promise those thngs wont reprise.

trust me u r d only reason f ma dreary,
nw if u readin dis, i wan 2 sy SORRY..

I m really Sorry

.........

meetin u alas

u r miles away frm me ..
dis s nt hw it's suppose 2 b,

controllin emotions s so hard,
i wan 2 b whr u r,

i mis ur beautiful smile,
i hvnt seen it 4 a whle,

hw u mak al those bad thngs disappear,
n speak only dat i long 2 hear,

in nytes i lay awake,
ma happiness s jus so fake,

i sit n wait 4 ur cal,
bt sadly u dun cal @al,

bt dat doesnt mean i'l let u go,
m nt one kind crazy u knw,

d tym s passin by so fast,
soon v'l meet @last,

n den v can catchup on wot v hv missd,
n nw nthng can change dis ..

Distance

these dyz u seemz lke tons f miles apart,
altho .. u hv already touched ma heart,

ur humor, ur affection, ur care n adorin smile,
seemz 2 hv shorten evry possible mile,

mrng tym s smehw k..bt i get restless in d nyte,
ma thoughts, ma mind al filled wid ur 1st sight,

hw i wish i cld get ova dis turmoil f emotions,
bein 2gether smedy sounds lke only a notion,

nw ma feelings 4 u r so mch battered,
i thought f d distance, n ma heart completely shattered,

bt i'l neva givup o say U gud bye,
i so wann 2 b wid u, jus lke moon in d sky,

U r Gone

u knw i tried vry hard,
tried 2 b vry strong,
bt these damn tears jus rolled down.

wen i turn around n c u r gone,
i cldnt stand still,
weaken knees jus made me fall.

long bak i shld hv gt real,
u neva cared abt hw i feel,
i dun thnk dis wound wil nw eva heal.

i feel lke a fool 2 try dis hard,
pretended hppy alwyz,
keepin ur memories 2 ma heart.

nw lyf s so colorless,
every hr seemz so lame,
i kept lookin 4 u, bt u neva came.