your memories

It's a lovely view, Sun is setting as begin the night..
It makes me think of you, And our stupid little fight..

It still makes me smile, the times we were together..
These aint just the words, but my emotions on this paper..

I know you said that you hate me and don't want to see anymore..
But memories from the past are there, still fond and clear..

You're angry at everything I say and everything I do..
But every minute of the day, I only think of YOU..

I lay here thinking of you, as I go to sleep..
You are gone now, But your memories I'll always keep..

magical days

I can't believe you're going,
We won't be seeing each other for years..
Only thought of this,
Soaks me in tears..

I wish we could be together forever,
I wish you'd understand how i feel..
This all feels like a nightmare,
Don't go just yet please, we had a deal..

The more I am away from you,
The more I want you here..
The more I do without your love,
The more I want you near..

I know i can't get you,
You're far beyond me in many ways..
But there's something between us,
That's given me countless magical days..

I thank you for being there always,
You have no idea how important you're to me.
My heart cries out loud,
I wish i could say Goodbye gracefully.

We've seen all kinds of days,
The sunshine and the rain,
But I would take a sea of storms
To be with you again.

i no more feel ALIVE

You know i'll never giveup on YOU,
I'll keep on trying..
No matter how long it takes,
tho i'm troubled n my heart s crying..

Gone are those peaceful nights,
now i don't get to sleep..
just thinking of U whole night,
All i do is WEEP..

days r bad n nights r torment,
i'm surrounded with d sorrow..
all our memories together,
i'm lost in your afterglow..

with you having walked on me,
it's difficult to survive..
every second seems like torture,
i no more feel ALIVE..

Letz give a one more chance,
we can make things right..
for one more time honey,
let me hold you TIGHT..

I can't really live without you,
You're my lifeline..
i wan 2 ask you today again,
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE..

u made ur choice

u won ma heart gal,
v hd our tym..
nw u r jus driftin away,
startd wid an inch nw gone 2 a mile;

i hv nthng 2 sy,
bt many thngs 2 complain..
ma mind s full f shit,
n heart is in Pain..

why u did dis 2 me,
why u acted dis wy?
i keep thinkin abt it,
al long nyte n a dy..

u hd ur options,
n u decided 2 choose..
bt in d end baby,
v both lose..

u made ur choice,
nw i'l mak mine..
m srry honey,
i neva meant 2 cros d line..

jus read once

i duno hw 2 begin nw,
i jus wantd 2 thnkU 4 al u did..
i knw it bugs u,
bt i duno.. jus read..

gal u hv no idea..
in hw many dffrnt wyz u hv touchd ma lyf,
if i cut ma lyf in2 pieces smedy,
trust me u'l get it's biggest slice..

i knw exactly hw u feel abt me,
i really gt no misundrstndin..
bt smetyms i jus miss our past,
wot lacks nw is our bonding..

tlkin wid u al nyte long,
i nearly became a zombie..
i hd no money no assets,
bt u wer ma ruby..

hw i wish 2 mak u stay 4eva,
hw i wish thngs 2 b lil dffrnt..
even ur name maks me hppy,
n makes me smile dat instant..

Bad Day

i ws so convinced,
i knew i'l njy ma dy..
i neva thought abt dis,
dat thngs wil hppn dis wy..

wen i found out d news,
i ws totally sad..
feeling al down n broken,
for ma frnd m feelin bad..

holdin maself 2gether.
i determined nt 2 cry..
i jus kept askin,
why dis hppns wid me.. jus why??

disappointment can b bitter,
m feelin as if i hv lost it..
bt widout xpectations,
lyf wil b totally offbeat..

Waiting for U

Time comes and time goes,
m stil w8in 4 u here on ma toes..

chekin ma celph again n again,
evry passin minute s makin me go insane..

m jus hopin 2 c u again,
bt god knws hw wil it hppn n wen??

u r so far away frm me,
m thnkin abt only u,deeply n madly..

m tryin 2 sleep wonderin whr u r,
hey r u too lookin @dat same bright star??

i so knw u r d one 4 me,
no1 else wil eva complete me..

d only thng i eva wantd s U,
funny part s,u r 1 thng i cant hold on2..

thnkin abt u ma heart alwyz cries,
U r ma addiction,dun tak it as ma lies..

Sorrow

no armour can protect us nw,
seeds f blood hs already been sow..

arms can only mak u fear,
thngs doesnt alwyz look d wy dey appear..

death for death and pain for pain,
why dun v undrstnd it's nobody's gain..

one's hppness s otha's grief,
frm dis anguish, wen wil v get relief??

it's so hard 2 c our luvd one's goin away,
dis s jus lke countin 4 d doomsday ..

to live hppily v mus stop 2 shove,
dont 4get guys he's watchin u frm above..